Addiction

 We all have our vices when it comes to addiction and what they are. It's not always drugs or booze or porn 😛 And this month is already half over into the new year. 

There are things I wanted to set out and accomplish for myself and sadly none of them have happened because of my addiction to being online. Online has become my form of social activity without the risk. I can interact with anybody and everybody the world over and never have to leave home. But yet at the same time that means I feel like I'm only living my life online and not in the real world. 

Yes, while online can be good for a lot of things for me it isn't right now in this season of my life. I can't exist in two different worlds and still feel whole and complete let alone at peace. My family, my household, my life just aren't getting prioritize they way they should be. 

While I have enjoyed my time online there has been too many drawbacks in all areas of my online life.

I have been fighting this for a long while. And it keeps bringing me around to this. So come Monday this blog will no longer exist. It also means that my Instagram will also no longer exist come Monday. I have to do what is right for my mental health. 

I wish everyone the very best and much health and happiness in whatever ways that works for you.